dono y make blog

2008-04-03T23:43:00.001-07:00

Zzz... Injured my arm, reduced to typing with one arm. Going to keep this short.

2007-08-17T07:13:00.000-07:00

Haha feeling damm emo now... Nothing ever goes right these days... Studies is rubbish, failing everything... Life seems so screwed up these days, some stuff are my fault, but yet there are so many other things that happen to me that I don't understand...

Crap... That's all the stuff i have been receiving form people... I hate this life... I hate myself... I just don't understand why some people are blessed with the gift of speech and yet they don't know what they are talking about... This is bullshit....

I think of you day and night, if only you knew...

2007-07-29T07:07:00.000-07:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.

Conscientiousness:

You have low conscientiousness.
Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.
Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.
Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Haha this is lame....

Lol anyway long time never blog le... Nearly two months since june... This also means my birthday is coming... HAHA... Aniwae some happenings, I volunteered to bear the flag for national day celebration in school... Haha seems like I am the only one who wanted to join, the rest all kena forced... LOL... Oh ya i can't be kaied on my birthday, cos I would be like wearing full-u on that day... So kaing me is disrespecting Scouts and the country... (Later kena jailed by ISA then you know ah) Haha.. I think i gona screw up... My brain seems to be wired left brain to left limbs and right brain to right limbs.. In other words i have very bad hand-leg coordination...

Everything is so wrong now... Nothing ever goes right... I can't find myself anymore... I am no longer me...

2007-06-11T23:07:00.000-07:00

blogging again... Been very bored this few days, heh dint feel like doing homework... Basically just spending my time practising my guitar... Haha... I am now just waiting for time to past, got zero to hero at 745... So here i am, blogging...

I have come up with a list things i would buy when i graduate and get a job...

First up, guitars... Gonna buy an electric and an acoustic... Plus amps...
Next up, drum set... Most probably from yamaha bah... If they still exist in 10 years... Haha... Aniwae, yes a proper drum set...
Thridly, a music/recording studio to store my instruments...
Fourthly, a bloody good sound system, complete with surround sound and lcd tv...
fifth, a good apple com... Dono wat would apple come up with in 10 years... hmmmm
Sixth.... Gaming consoles... Again, dono wat would come up in 10 years...

Haha i guess thats about it...

2007-06-07T07:47:00.000-07:00

Haven been blogging much... Blog count is negligible. Haha... Anyway holidays liow... Now already june lei... Half a year past so fast, and i thot sec 2 went past fast... Well june holidays started off with PLTC, which i attended for the first day... -_-|||...was sick, zheng lao shi made me go home... Felt damm bad... Sorry Zinc...

Oh ya now attending the Zerotohero programme... It is where you form a band and learn how to be a band... And it teaches you how to play instruments... So i am playing the guitar(which i am still very bad at)Haha.. hopefully i improve fast... Oh and got competition too... Performance on 6 sep i think... At civil service college... Very near current dunman high... Heh...

2007-05-06T07:22:00.000-07:00

Overnite at Ubin...

so in the morn met at the Changi Ferry terminal... Took taxi and it cost me $23.50...-_-... Lol so anywae took the boat there and began our hike. Total got 6 stations... Last station was at the beach, and thats we camped for the night... Crap... Failed hike tent... Haha so after that cooked our own dinner had night games... Then had debate on "why would I want to marry a guide?" and "why should people get kaied on their birthday." Lol very interesting discussions for both topics... LOL... then went to slp... Oh ya... I got burned on my thumb by a strand of maggi mee...-_-... So over the night it formed a big blister which burst during morning pt... So there is now this super disgusting hole on my thumb... haha...

We packed up and hiked back to the jetty... I had breakfast at the hawker centre there... Somethin proper to eat last... Haha... Went back home and slept... woke up at 9pm...

Sianz... Most probably gona get caught for hair... Go ubin totally no time to cut hair... Friday that night where got time... Still need pack all that... Dont even have enough time to do hw lei... Wl...

2007-04-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

Since I didn’t manage to attend TC for the debate on whether Mother Theresa went to hell or heaven, I shall post my views on this blog. P.S. Not exactly fluent, didnt really plan the essay, oh wells.

The very first point that I want to make is that denominations in Christianity is politics. The issue here is that as Mother Theresa was a Catholic nun, she is now in hell, rather than heaven. There are a lot of arguments about whether Catholics went to hell because of their so-called misguided beliefs. Though I must agree that praying to Virgin Mary is a little extreme, but one cannot say that the Catholics are totally wrong in their beliefs. That would not make any sense since both the Catholics and the Protestants do believe in Jesus Christ, and that would mean that Jesus Christ does not exist.

To be honest, we cannot say that Protestant beliefs are totally right either. Do not forget that the early forms of the Protestant Church was formed because the King of England wanted to divorce his wife, and since the Pope did not allow him to, he broke away from the Catholic Church formed his own church, and made himself the head of the Church. The Anglican Church today is partly based on the ‘new’ church. The Anglican Church and basically the whole of the Protestant denomination was part of the Reformation which was very much after the first Catholic Church was formed.

Being part of the Reformation does not render Protestant churches without any faults. The faults are hard to see, as being born in a denominational church would only allow one to see faults of other denominational churches. The fact that only Jesus is perfect tells us that no church is perfect, including the Anglican Church. So, my question here is that are we all going to hell because we have mistaken beliefs?

If being a Catholic means one is definitely going to hell, then I have no choice but to question the fairness of God. Telling me that being a Catholic would send one to hell is as good as saying a mass murderer who had confessed his sins before an Anglican pastor just before his execution would go to heaven, and a Catholic (in the case of Mother Theresa) would be doomed to eternal damnation! Is God being fair? If that’s the case, then I hereby condemn all Protestants to eternal hell for believing in the wrong things, since it was humans, I repeat, worthless humans who said that the Mother Theresa went to hell. To be honest, we are creatures with relatively low intelligence, who are we to judge whether one is going to heaven, we do not even know if we are going to heaven at all!
Leave the judging to God, and don’t be a Catholic, an Anglican, or a Methodist, be a Christian.

2007-04-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

blogging now... Finished studying chemistry, hopefully i do well,so can pull up my avg... i counted the marks today, that is without tomoro test. Got an 66.17, avg result...sian, but hope can use tomoro test to make it higher... Anyway gona keep today's post short... gona go slp now...

2007-04-23T08:19:00.000-07:00

Blogging now... So saturday was cook 2 and was a flop... Sian, wasted my 15 bucks. Oh wells... So anyway after cook2 left for RI for their 01 annual show thingy, dono whether it was supposed to be a campfire or wat... Most probably just a camp, since there wasnt any fire at all...-_- Lol anyway it was quite fun la, interesting to a large extent, very good planning, but too liberal for my taste... I am a conservative you know... hahaha.. Got niaoed damm badly during the show... LOL... Reason is for me to know and for you to find out... haha

So sunday nothing much, went church, after that went potong pasir -_- play bball... Left early cos i spent 13 hours on scouts on sat, so no time do work... haha..but i went home also nvr start doing anithin, so just sit there and stare at blank space... was chionging hist script till 2 am... LOL but managed to finish it and went to slp... Mon nearly was late (very ironic considering the distance from my house to sch) :P but still reached sch on time i guess, or was it that everyone was later than me? haha so today nth happened also so i guess thats it for now... need go chiong maths... gona slp at 2 again... SIAN!!!

I can no longer stand up for my faith, there is just so much revelations even i cant handle... Too much thinking, too much confusion, headache, i just don't wan to fight for my beliefs anymore, i am just so tired, i need a rest...

2007-04-20T06:46:00.000-07:00

Finally posted after so long... Maybe not that long... Oh well anyway today had physics test, not really difficult, questions could be understood and answered, most probably gona get a passing mark bah... Oh ya today also return maths class test, 12/16 and la test 19/30 -_- ... Damm lousy for LA.... Oh well, better luck the next time...

So after school rushed down to have lunch, supposed to jihe the sec 1s to teach them cook1, but none of them turned up... Dono wat's gona happen to rayfish if our sec 1s are like that....... So speech day rehersal from 345 to around 450, then had scouts drill prac with huazhou... by the time the drill over i like gona die le, damm tired, then still must go lian bamboo dance for campfire. We finished around 7 like that, then proceeded to cold storage jelita to buy food for tomoro's cook 2... I spend like 120 bucks todae la... 36 for bamboo(collected back) 35 for patrol food(not collected) 35 for own cook2(i pay half, the other half not collected) another 34 for kang rui and jiahui cook 2(not collected)... Sian no one brought enouigh money so i being the nice guy paid for them first, but is kangrui and jiahui dont pay me back by monday i gona pump them like shit... hahah i nice rite?
Ok end of story, tomoro cook2, hope i pass, or 15 bucks wasted...

2007-04-16T02:33:00.000-07:00

damm it... blogger has just forced me to switch to the new blogger.... Darn, now it would be near impossible to change skin le... Stupid blogger....

Aniwae havent been blogging much, nobody reads this crap aniwae... this few daes pretty uneventful, so i would keep the post short and sweet... Oh ya and one more thing, I BROKE MY CHURCH GUITAR's TUNING PEG! Arggh feeling damm guilty over it, hopefully it is fixable, or else i should just go bang a wall... I learnt somethin from this episode, that is to NEVER, I REPEAT NEVER, HOLD THE GUITAR BY THE GUITAR STRAP... Somehow the strap came out from the button on the guitar and dropped on to the floor, landing on the 4th string tuning peg.... SIANNZZZ!!! I shall never ever stay back to jam ever again le... Haiz....

On to emo stuff, how could you do that?

2007-04-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

Ok so today was pretty uneventful. We had Napfa today, damm crappy, i do sit up back pain, i do shuttle run back pain, sit and reach back pain, standing broad jump back pain.... haha only A was inclined pull up, 34 times. Actually should be 35 one, but somehow the teacher count wrongly... grr. Lol at most get silver le, since sbj got 205 short of 1cm to get C... So bye bye gold.

Well got back my maths test todae, not too bad, at least i passed with a score of 22/35, haha managed to get higher than haoyi and minjie... lol... no offence ppl. Well today was electives as well so went for law and order. Lol LandO was very funny la... Haha... Well after electives went home to slack and waited for tution... In the meantime practiced guitar, and tried to resolve timing problems... But no avail, I tried to do wat Gabriel Jiang said but it was rather hard, as i have the tendency to mix drum beats with strumming... So probably gona take me some time until i can play fast songs properly... Bar chords seem to be easier to play, in terms of the fingering, but the sound is still crappy... zzzz...

Well i guess that's all for today, gona cut hair tomoro, cos wed standing in front as flagraiser, don wan kena Mr Teo... Gona be damm embarassing if i get caught.... hahaha

2007-04-08T09:17:00.000-07:00

Combined post for sat and sun... Too lazy to post on sat... Hahaha. Anyway, sat went iceskating. Met eugene, yuting and her friend yanlin(she plays the guitar too!) at around 130. Proceeded to the rink straight after. Haha yuting was the only one wearing the class tee, even eugene who suggested to wear class tee dint even wear. Lol, anyway we reached the place called Fuji Ice palace and went in after paying 56 plus dollars for 4 persons. We got our skating boots and went on to the rink. At first eugene and i was rather wobbly, but after that, eugene got damm pro la. Its like he got learn skating before one loh. I went iceskating for around3 times still cannot skate loh.haha.. Then 430 like that alisa cheryl and sandra came to join us, alisa can skate very well siah... haha anyway we left around 630 and went to pizza hut to eat dinner. This is where i shall start complaining. firstly, their service is slow. We waited for our pan pizzas for so long la... What's more crappy is that when it came, it came in the delivery box u get when order pizza to ur house.... -_- crappy service i must say... haha then anyway we finished our food and went home... And on a totally unrelated note, i got off at clementi.... :P well thats about all for sat bah....

On to sun, today was Easter, and we had baptism for one adult and 2or3 babies i think... Well after the service ended we had buffet, dint eat much for lunch... After that we went to jam at the upper sanctuary and recorded two songs... haha once again, anyone in the music industry please approach me... :D Lol anyway after that went to visit my great-grandfather ashes and then went to the bottletree restaurant there to eat... Haha, the scenery there is great, good place to be emo.... Haha... Anyway, we had our dinner and we all went back home.... Guess thats it for my weekend... Cant wait for the next ice-skating... Haha

I don't know

2007-04-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

Ok... Changed skin again, i was too afraid of legal consequences... Hahaha. Anyway today is Good Friday, the day Christ died for our sins so that we may go to heaven when we die. So after service i went with my relatives to visit my great-grandma and greatgrand aunt at the cemetery and the columbarium to visit my grandma. So after that we went back to church to jam awhile and waited for the youth program.

We first started off with the games, in which i was supposed to help caleb with. I didnt do much as i joined the games. Haha poor caleb. Lol after the games was treasure hunt. We were supposed to go around the church finding items, my team was the first one to complete and thus we got a family pack of cheezels. This treasure hunt was meant to tell us the hardship Jesus went through when he was carrying his own cross on his back.(literally) But i felt that the fustration and anger we felt during the hunt cannot be compared to Jesus' suffering. What we felt is not even 1% of what Jesus had went through.

Well after the program we went over to beach road PCNL to help with the screening of the movie on Christ. We set up the stuff and some of the guys(including me) went off to play basketball while the elderly watched the movie. We played for around half an hour and we sweated like crazy. I hadnt been feeling well for the past few days and i sort of over exerted myself while playing. Thus i left PCNL earlier and went home. Well i guess that is it for today.